R.U.S.C.O.R.P

Happy 2 month old to my baby Mirza today. He's grown so fast. Skejap dah 2 bulan! Cepatnyerrrr...Went to the doc this morning as he's got a bit of sneezing & cough going on. Doc weighed him & terkejut jugak aku dia dah 6kg!! Khkehkee..that is above average seh. Takper asalkan dia sihat. Was relief as he's not down with any fever. Phew!

Bazaar sucks this year. Baju banyak tak lawa ajer..makanan yang banyak & most kedai selling the same thing! Burger!Burger!Burger!!
Decided to wear kurung this year very simple. Aku malas nak pakai kebaya nanti mana nak dokong baby mana nak selak kain lah apalah kehkheke. Fooh banyak leceh nanti aku yang rimas. Nak pakai high heels pon kena pikir dua kali seh nak pakai tidak. Kalau taknak pakai kena beli kasut baru alahhhh duit lagik. Tahun ni pulak apa nak bikin eh dengan rambut nie?
Fedup ah rebond..perm..rebond..curls!!! Lama-lama botak rambut!

Colour apa lagik nak beli purple jugak as other colours is not that nice. Now nak kena belikan Izz pulak but takkan baby nak pakai baju kurung seh? But at bazaar their selling baby's baju kurung & i'm so tempted to buy one but not sure nanti takut Izz panas pulak but kain dia lembut. Hmmm...I'll think bout it.

Bila pikir balik memang malas betul nak beraya nie cos for me every year is the same. But this year will be different..will be a lot different.
hehehe....

Title might sound a bit tak betul hehehe BUT yes i'm desperate.
Desperate to lose weight! Gemuk siak!!

Recently saw my wedding studio photos & now mak dikau punyalah banyak beza! Ni takleh jadi nie + i'm really determined to lose what i can sejak lepas bersalin nie. Aku try not to eat at night,
I use the bengkung..I eat all the jamu for my own benefit & made full use of this bulan puasa. But i'm not fit yet to sign up new lessons at Amore but I WILL join again once i go back to work. (Kit wanna join me? hehehe)
Need to get in shape but i feel i need to at least rest for another month & enjoy the raya!!

Aku dokong si Izz ni ajer dah macam angkat weight siak sampai lenguh tangan semua. Badly need a massage. Maybe I wanna go spa lah hmmm..sounds like a good idea.
Now aku aim at least to lose another 5kg to get back my old weight tetapi perut nie is the major prob siak! Ishk! Nightmare..

Also i badly wanna quit my job! It sucks so bad even while i'm on the longest leave rite now but i really not looking forward to going back AT ALL!
YES!! I'm Desperate to be a Housewive! Hehehe...that's my next aim in 5 years time.
Sick of working..Mind you i've been working since i'm 13yrs old dammit! How many years have that been??? It's too long.

I told Abang cepatlah kita cari duit banyak-banyak so that in future if i quit working at least tak rabak! That's why he decided on this bike shop so mana tau kalaulah business maju aku boleh relak kat rumah!! But i have to sacrifice not seeing him around that much since he will be busier now. Apa nak buat?? Carik makanlah katakan.
Staying at home & taking care of kids does not sound bad to me at all. Who knows i might enjoy it??? Kwang-kwang-kwang!!!!!

Anyway the shop will be opening probably this Monday. Abang & his partner punyalah excited & so am i..nak buat Doa selamat mudah-mudahan murah rezki & semoga berjaya dalam bidang nie.
The shop name -MotorMania. So kepada kawan-kawanku, berilah sokongan ok. For further info bolehlah call Ajan to find out more. Aku ni setakat advertising ajer kehkehke :-p

Today 17th Oct is Jue's Bday so just wanna wish her a very happy birthday. Actually i accidentally messaged her 1 day in advance as i saw the calender wrongly. Hehehe.
Anyway it's good to have yur good fren sharing the same birthday month as you. Senanglah kita nak celebrate later.

I miss our annual holiday trips. So where shall we go next year? Hmmm..

Pic taken at the airport before the Bali trip


Btw cepat sikitlah kahwin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruscorp 2nd Anniversary

12.10.2003


12.10.2004


12.10.2005 (taken at the same spot)


See how much we've grown?-(in size I mean) eehehehe!
but besides that, we've grown so much more in knowing & loving each other everyday.

I had no time at all to get him anything apa lagik nak buat surprise?. You know the confinement stuff + the busy baby schedule & such *sigh*

He on the other hand got me THIS!


Yupz!! I felt as if I had actually won an award or an oscar kekehke!
THIS is the BEST gift ever! I can't even describe how I feel when I read those words...
I teared...

My Pose :-D

Well, the title says it all. It's been a LONG while since my last entry. And this entry is definitely gonna be a long one heheheh...
I got so much to share but really I donno where to start...

21st Aug 5.30pm
before delivery (ini senyum tapi dalam hati punya takut!!)


11.30pm
the arrival finally.... Muhammad Izz Mirza (pic was taken 6 mins after delivery)


With Gynae -Dr Aziz Sujak


Couldn't Do It Without Him...



Was wheeled in to the delivery suite at 5.30pm roughly so I went thru 6hrs of labour. Phew! it was a really tough ordeal for me but Alhamdullilah with God's help by giving me strength & Abang's never ending support throughout it all, i made it.
Seriously.. thru all the pain & suffering, yur husband is the only one u can depend on to make u feel better & secure. Thank u Abang!

With Ma GurlFwens & A Guy hehehe

I'm so glad that Noi came back from Germany just in time to see Baby Izz. It's upsetting though cos I can't actually join them for the outing & the beach (hmph!). I'm missing out all the fun & the catchups but it's ok cos I have Izz to accompany me full time!!! Hehehe
Looks like I have to wait for another 2 & 1/2 year for her to comeback again..
Miss her already :-(

With Auntie & Uncle -JuRiz


The GrandParents


Our First Family Photo


Mummy's Boy at 1 month +!!!!!



It was a very REAL experience for me. Tak payah ceritalah nanti orang kalau dengar takut nak beranak ehehe but take me as an example. I'm weak..I hate needles..Aku memang penakut nak mampos but kalau kita yakin & berDoa selalu Insya-Allah everything will be fine.
So to all the mummies-to-be out there..If I can do it so can you!

Anyway hehehe..u guys know how crazy I am over Siti & Hritik hehe.
Managed to catch this last Monday 3rd Oct..!! AARRGGHH!!!



He looked so much better when u meet him personally OMG & he is very sweet..Not one of those snobbish bollywood stars..
*sigh* can never forget this...Thank u Kak for all yur effort. I appreciate it so much. Thanks again for doing this for me.

Anyway things have been rather smooth for me this year except now for the sleepless nites lah. The every two hours feeding time wah teruk man! Takper ni semua pengorbanan ibu kan kan kan?
Other than that, now I will just pray for Abang to be successful with his business. He's opening a bike shop soon in J.B. The shop is already there but it has not been officially open yet as he's busy with his partner ordering all those necessary things for the shop. It should be in business within this few months maybe after raya Insya-Allah. Beri sokongan yer!

I won't know when will I have the time for my next entry but I would like to thank all those who prayed for the safety of me & the baby. Thank you for all those wonderful gifts & the visits to my house. I appreciate it all so much.
Will be back to work on 14th November. What a sucker! God knows how I wish I don't have to go back!
Anyway Selamat Berpuasa & Selamat Hari Raya (in advance hehehe-manalah tau tak sempat ker kan!!!)
*singing* I feel good tetetete..I knew that I would tetetetete....