News to share...
today mark's my so called 1st day of work after a 1 month long leave..gosh it has been A MONTH????
sesungguhnya aku tak rindu ngan ni tempat..apakan daya as i know i have to work harder now.
not only for my family, not only for the new lil one coming but whatever will happen in the future i will not know. but what i know now is that i have to save more..more than what i'm saving now
first news yeah i failed my first attempt at my driving test yesterday..heheh oh well!
failed by 6 points..so wasted but what to do dah nasib badan! tu lah langgar kerb lagi..langgarlah!
next one in july..by then my tummy will be THAT big how to wear seatbelt sia.....hmmm
that's all does not matter now..put that all aside..
u know we had just celebrated my dearest Ayah's 59th birthday last week, now Ayah is in hospital & he is gonna stay there for quite sometime. Ayah has been diagnosed with stroke, his diabetic condition is not lowering down plus lung infections as well due to being an ex-smoker and also high blood pressure....all this risks factors are affecting his condition right now. the stroke is slowly numbing the left side of his body, his left eye already not able to see well, left ears are not responding well either & Ayah's speech is slurring all the way. we have to really listen well or we might not be able to understand him at all. he needed help getting up from the bed & such...
i can't bear seeing him like that..it just tears me apart everytime i visited him.
we all just have to be strong now to face the future and maybe the fact that he might not be able to work again or even walk again...i must stay strong for Mak & Ayah.
i could not imagine how Mak is feeling right now..
Ya-Allah, dengarkanlah doa dan rayuanku untuk Ayahku
Amin......
sesungguhnya aku tak rindu ngan ni tempat..apakan daya as i know i have to work harder now.
not only for my family, not only for the new lil one coming but whatever will happen in the future i will not know. but what i know now is that i have to save more..more than what i'm saving now
first news yeah i failed my first attempt at my driving test yesterday..heheh oh well!
failed by 6 points..so wasted but what to do dah nasib badan! tu lah langgar kerb lagi..langgarlah!
next one in july..by then my tummy will be THAT big how to wear seatbelt sia.....hmmm
that's all does not matter now..put that all aside..
u know we had just celebrated my dearest Ayah's 59th birthday last week, now Ayah is in hospital & he is gonna stay there for quite sometime. Ayah has been diagnosed with stroke, his diabetic condition is not lowering down plus lung infections as well due to being an ex-smoker and also high blood pressure....all this risks factors are affecting his condition right now. the stroke is slowly numbing the left side of his body, his left eye already not able to see well, left ears are not responding well either & Ayah's speech is slurring all the way. we have to really listen well or we might not be able to understand him at all. he needed help getting up from the bed & such...
i can't bear seeing him like that..it just tears me apart everytime i visited him.
we all just have to be strong now to face the future and maybe the fact that he might not be able to work again or even walk again...i must stay strong for Mak & Ayah.
i could not imagine how Mak is feeling right now..
Ya-Allah, dengarkanlah doa dan rayuanku untuk Ayahku
Amin......
