R.U.S.C.O.R.P

after a long time then i met her..this girl ah so busy busy wan to meet meet also difficult!
she looks more sweeter than ever now (melorot lah lu)!!! hehhe..more vain and dainty!!!
dryer punya pasal ehhhhh....made a point next month for waxing!! whoaaa that will be a whole new experience for me!!! urgh!!




izz...u want to drive go where???

Event 1~ American Idol 25th May 06
WHAT??? TAYLOR WON???!! PFFT!!!
how can this be? yes he's unique but he can't sing as well as catherine..me so upset! I have been a fan of Cat since she went for the auditions but anyway i know she will be sucessful one day. Better than kelly! Don't u find clay aiken a bit snobbish last night???? i mean watssup with that sia? u were once the geek... remember??? idols!..see what they become when popularity gets to them.

Event 2~ Back to Class 23rd May 06
the moment we stepped in the class & lay our mats..there i heard my name called out!
Saerah!! u & ms zue ah nottie ah..1 don't come the other also dont come ehehehe
we missed elsie's class for 2 weeks already..hehe
kena torture..our normal position will be at the back of the class..bcos of there were new members joining us, she had chosen diff techniques for the intermediate & beginners level.
dahlah 2 minggu tak datang..kena buat yang susah susah sampai nak pitam aku! zue dah pitam dah dia jangan cakap!!!-i giddy ah! khekhekehkehkee

elsie showing us her moves...


ms zue-oh-im-so-giddy! hehe


me!


Event 3~izz 9 mnths, lau-pa-sat supper cum riding 21st May 06
first happy 9 mnths to my baby-Mummy loves u so much! dengan sekelip mata he is already growing up fast. he likes when people read to him & as usual see the frown on his face ehehe..penuh concentrasi!


at night joined the gang for supper & riding to marina south to play GAMES!! we have a new guest joinin us u know ehehe...so happy!


can u see her? gelap ah

yah yah!! my face on tv lah yesterday. the BEST part- i never get to see it!! I was at the kitchen bz with Izz..*sigh*
the song i chose apparently was one of those top 3 songs *blurgh*
i did not expect it cos i did not even make it to the 2nd round seh...hmph!
maybe next year i want to make myself look stupid & look like a fool before i could get to the second round agaknyer?????
but the guy Mark i was telling u guys about during the auditions..yah he made it to the 3rd round! he deserves it!
anyway it was only about 2 seconds or so..amazing that some people can see whether i got put make up or my face singing or crying???...hmmmm...can see all that in a split second meh?...don bedeklah!

why must it sound like i'm such a burden?
why must it always be me?
why the finger pointing never fade away?
why must i be rude whenever i say something back?
why doesn't i have any say in this?
why can't i explain myself?
do i have to keep my mouth shut whenever my heart is torn?
should i just depend on myself from now on?
i don't know...

we were like kids ourselves when we entered Toys R Us. we even had time to play 1 round of darting game..i was aiming the xbox 360 but those college boys hogged on it macam kat rumah dorang pulak! hmph!
izz need new toys! kesian dia got no real toys to play at home & at this age he really need a mind buildup..he needs to see more colours but this boy just simply loves nursery rhymes!
excited parents we are..we decided to buy for izz a simple exploration toy..i don't want too many things on it takut confuse pulak budak tu nanti...
check out izz new toys!!!



yey i got new toys!!!


izz buzy playing sampai kak syirah pon dia tak layan ehehehe




do u know that Guess is having 20% off girls??? 20% off!! for ISETAN card holder 30% beb!!!!!
i got myself this.



actually i reserved the bag last week sengaja aku nak collect masa sale ni since the salesperson told me about this but then i saw a new collection which is better than what i had reserve before...being the gatal me aku belilah yang baru nie..yang aku reserve tu aku buat bodoh jer! hehehe lucky i did not pay for any deposit...
thanks Abang cos he knows i need the bag & wallet aku pon dah koyak!

it sucks at work yesterday. was having red light so i can't go to aerobics today after work. i have missed 2 pilates & aerobics lessons last week & this. when we go next week, elsie is sure gonna ask where have we been to? confirm!
last week was zue's turn so tak shiok ah nak pegi sorang sekali ni aku nya turn pulak..si zue pon tak pegi kalau dia sorang ehehehehe...
anyway was feeling kinda down so decided to ask the girls whether they want to go karaoke? wah very good respond siak tak sampai 1 jam semua On! Aku On! Aku pon!!
wahhhhh....ini sudah bagus. ponzie made the booking & me being the first to be off duty i reached there first but ended up waiting for porianty... tsk!
the melalak started & ended till 9.35...shiok ah
next mnth buat lagik ok! ehehehhee

Before I Was A Mum
i had never been puked on
pooped on
spit on
chewed on
peed on
or pinched by tiny fingers

Before I Was A Mum
i had complete control of
my thoughts
my body
and my mind
i slept all night

Before I Was A Mum
i never held down a screaming child so that doctors
could do tests or give shots
i never looked into teary eyes and cried
i never got gloriously happy over a simple grin
i never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep

Before I Was A Mum
i never held a sleeping baby just because i didn't want to put it down
i never felt my heart break into pieces when i couldn't stop the hurt
i never knew that something small could affect my life so much
i never knew that i could love someone so much
i never knew I would love being a Mum.

Before I Was A Mum
i didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby
i didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child
i didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important

Before I Was A Mum
I had never known the warmth
the joy
the love
the heartache
the wonder or the satisfaction of being a Mum
i didn't know i was capable of feeling so much before i was a Mum



so to all Mothers out there...
Happy Mother's Day!!!!!!

To My Mum...I Love You even if i did not tell u this often...

anyway me & hubby shared to buy this for my mil...



ended up everyone was lining up but of cos she was the first one to try it..her reaction ~PRICELESS!!!! ahahaha
i was the last one to tried...POWER DAH DEY!

All my hard work had paid off finally. It comes down to the event itself. Everything was so well planned till on the day it just got crooked a bit becos of BLACK but it was EXCITING!!!
As a gift for my hubby, i want to make the best out of this. I hope he's happy with all the arrangements made.
Special thanks goes out to all da people involved especially my GengZ_ Booty. They gave me so much help & support to making this party a success!
To Vanquiz for the co-operation & the wonderful popping of the poppers ahahaha! Sorry ha panas eh kat dalam tu??? kehkehekheke kesiannn....

Da food was not enuff though! I'm sorry cos this is my first attempt in organizing a chalet & i was so shocked that so many turned up! Hahahaha...will learn from it! At night..the party starts!
We got so wasted & some very farnie moments going on which i was not aware off in fact..but aku nampak dalam video dahshyat!!!
ada yang macam dugong...ada yang ngan tiang...ada yang buat split dan ada jugak yang dah gone siang siang!!!!! kehkehke
overall i had FUN..REAL FUN! but it was oh-so-tiring...
oh & hmmm...some got hooked? anywayyyyyyy.....

thank u ros & naz for helping me to clean up..(these girls automatic!!) love em...
to Jue for waking me up! (she always will be the one in charge of waking up people..hmmm whats up with that???)
for abang...i love u to death. happy birthday !!!!!

The first time i heard this song...I cried... :-(
It's true...nobody knows what she's going thru..

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku
Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu
Entah Siapa Yang Tahu

Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan
Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan
Takkan Tugumu Kebal
Tiada Pertimbangan

Keheningan Malam Membangunkan
Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan
Andai Kau Jujur Memahami
Tiadaku Menjauhi

Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang
Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang
Lantas Ku Pendam
Ku Putuskan Biarlah Rahsia

My LiL Sunshine...these are his latest pics taken by Abang's N70 & my W810i.



He's always making like the bike noises..kalau dah anak mat motor macam ginilah jadinyer!!!
Brrrrooooo Brrroooooo...habis!!