Going under...
i'm totally drained out these days. physically, emotionally & mentally.
first-not enuff sleep & rest
second- people who do love me seems like they don't or they really don't.
third- work! management! work!
the third issue actually i'm really ok with it BUT the only things that affects me is my own tl. she can be a real bitch at times & i just couldn't stand her. worse thing- I'M SITTING DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF HER!
as much as i wanna avoid any confrontation her face is the first fucking thing i have to see every single fucking day!
i will look forward for her OFF days, even her lunchtime ok just to breakaway .
ni punya orang tak makan saman siak..dia kalau nak carik pasal oh and that woman is sooooo capable of that!
her skills- to irritate you till DEATH!
donno wat's up with her man!
i'm taking a new approach..ONLY TALK WHEN NECESSARY!
looks like it's working so far...but kalau dia start lagik siap ah!
second issue- yah..feeling less loved lately except for the wonderful loving from hubby..
why are u so stubborn??? u never change & never really sit & think that yur actions affect those people that u love..EGO & just because of it u hurt yur own flesh & blood..u act like nothing happened but u kept and u buried that hatred for me deep deep down. well looks like u dont want to have anything to do with me or my family at that time..
so what if she's my daughter? i don't really care!
i've had my fair share of pain with u over the years..i thought it will subside when i've grown..got married..now i have a son but you're still the same.
held back all my thoughts for a runaway but becos of this ONE person i did not. i can't stand hurting him.
apa lagi salah aku? apa lagi yang harus aku buat?
i'm completely lost.....
Been making plenty of mistakes at work..resulting in complains..
I have never been like this before..lagilah betina tu suka. asik shoot aku jer...sial habis ah!
Phuket please come fast & take away my misery....
On the verge of breaking down any moment now..
Trying out for Singapore Idol tomorrow maybe..(still contemplating) as i'm filling out the registration forms now...
Wish me LUCK! hahahaha...
just trying out for fun..i wanna see how far can i go..
pffft!
first-not enuff sleep & rest
second- people who do love me seems like they don't or they really don't.
third- work! management! work!
the third issue actually i'm really ok with it BUT the only things that affects me is my own tl. she can be a real bitch at times & i just couldn't stand her. worse thing- I'M SITTING DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF HER!
as much as i wanna avoid any confrontation her face is the first fucking thing i have to see every single fucking day!
i will look forward for her OFF days, even her lunchtime ok just to breakaway .
ni punya orang tak makan saman siak..dia kalau nak carik pasal oh and that woman is sooooo capable of that!
her skills- to irritate you till DEATH!
donno wat's up with her man!
i'm taking a new approach..ONLY TALK WHEN NECESSARY!
looks like it's working so far...but kalau dia start lagik siap ah!
second issue- yah..feeling less loved lately except for the wonderful loving from hubby..
why are u so stubborn??? u never change & never really sit & think that yur actions affect those people that u love..EGO & just because of it u hurt yur own flesh & blood..u act like nothing happened but u kept and u buried that hatred for me deep deep down. well looks like u dont want to have anything to do with me or my family at that time..
so what if she's my daughter? i don't really care!
i've had my fair share of pain with u over the years..i thought it will subside when i've grown..got married..now i have a son but you're still the same.
held back all my thoughts for a runaway but becos of this ONE person i did not. i can't stand hurting him.
apa lagi salah aku? apa lagi yang harus aku buat?
i'm completely lost.....
Been making plenty of mistakes at work..resulting in complains..
I have never been like this before..lagilah betina tu suka. asik shoot aku jer...sial habis ah!
Phuket please come fast & take away my misery....
On the verge of breaking down any moment now..
Trying out for Singapore Idol tomorrow maybe..(still contemplating) as i'm filling out the registration forms now...
Wish me LUCK! hahahaha...
just trying out for fun..i wanna see how far can i go..
pffft!
